April 22, 2004

what the ?#@%@#$

according to Anne Lamott, i should start by writing down everything i remember, starting with first grade, and on. this could take a while. although quite a bit of childhood memories mysteriously disappeared a long time ago. so it's possible, allowing that i don't begin to remember things i've forgotten, that this assignment could turn out to be a short one.

i have a lot on my mind these days. i can't even write it all down. certain family who will never respect me the way that i do them. what the heck to do after june 8th, when i graduate. stay here or move back to texas or to florida or to somewhere where not one soul will know who i am. or was. hmm.

more later.

blueavenue at 9:47 p.m.

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