July 27, 2005

little miss right-brained.

hmm. i don't actually have anything to write about. tricky. why did i click that add an entry button? i can't remember.

last night we hung out with an old guy friend from high school. it was fun. luckily, he has a girlfriend, so we don't have to worry about that crap. (normally we always have to worry about that crap with him, see.) but it was surprisingly ok and even fun. hopefully he will tell us where there are some good places to hang out since we both left dallas at 21, so we missed the whole exploration phase. the only cool places i know about are restaurants, and that doesn't really help after a certain time at night. lol. anyway.

i'm scheduled to take the GRE a week from tomorrow. this might be really bad, i'm not sure, considering i haven't studied. i mean is a week of studying gonna make any real difference? (this seems doubtful.) but i've also heard from a few people that i shouldn't have any problem with it; that it's really not bad at all. i'm hoping this is true. i heard AFTER i signed up for the test that you can actually get accepted and take 6 credit hours before you pass the GRE, but now that i've signed up for it, i think i would lose my money if i didn't take it. i'm not sure. anyway.

yay! my friend erin just called. i've known her since 1st grade, and she's cool. she's working full-time at a ceramic store, which is awesome, cuz she majored in ceramics in college, and who actually does that and then gets to use it? that rules.

it was funny, because she was like, "what's going on?" and i said "we're in texas!" and she said "cool, for how long?" and i said "we live here." LOL. she was a little caught off guard, i think. but yeah.

someone from my ex-job in new york IMed me earlier, which was cool. mainly because most everyone else has been ignoring me, which is to be expected since i just up and left with no warning. tricky. it's too bad, but there's nothing to be done about it now. ah well.

we move into our apartment on monday. thank god. it's really a pretty awesome place, and i'm excited to get there.

i'm not sure what i want to eat for lunch...hmmm....i'm feeling hungry here. ohhhh maybe i'll pick up some jack in the box tacos. mmm. 2 tacos for 99cents, that's what i like to hear. i can get a full meal there for under 3 dollars, it's the craziest-ass thing i've ever heard after living in new york.

i figure the best thing about not getting accepted into grad school (if i don't get accepted, that is) will be that i'll have a full-time job and be able to buy a new car. that would definitely be cool. but maybe i'll get accepted; i really have no idea. the thing is, other than having a natural ability to write, i have no experience or knowledge in journalism. tricky...but they do have bridging courses for people who didn't do it in undergrad, so i guess that's not a total wrench in the plan. but anyway, there's only one way to find out if i'd be any good at it, i guess. i'd rather do creative writing, but journalism seems more logical/smart. and after my famed degree in music, i figure maybe i should go for the more sensible route this time.

damn the right side of my brain. i swear. do you know that every single one of those career/aptitude tests i've ever taken since middle school has told me that i should be a performer, an artist, or a writer? it is ridiculous. it never even mentions normal careers. what's the point of those tests if they're not going to give you any results that could actually benefit you? argh.

see? 80%. it's ridiculous, i say. sigh.

well, i think i'm gonna head off now. gonna pick up a bite to eat and go over to Nina's house. (K's grandma.)

i hope everyone is having a good day today. i'm feeling a little better. it's like that, though. one day i'm uber-bitch, can't see anything but my own misery, the next i'm miss brightside. who really knows? i'm a nutcase.

i'm thinking of you, Clarity. i hope your day gets better. =/

addition: read K's latest entries. you won't regret it.

blueavenue at 12:40 p.m.

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