October 19, 2004

i wore my red patent leather shoes today.

i'm feeling a little stifled. shouldn't it take more than one date to get multiple text messages and phone calls in one day? and one that says there is a "surprise" waiting for me? i mean, deep down i'm a romantic, but hey--romance should come naturally, not like BAM! you will like me! agh! i am not ready for another guy to be head over heels for me. that sounded dumb. but oh well, it's how i feel at the moment. i guess it'd be quite different if i was feeling that way about him, but i'm not. i barely know the guy, for the love.

i hate working! i know i already said that, but i really hate it! i thought you should know that, whoever you are.
damn. i have to get up in about 5 hours. this is not good. i was so planning on going to bed at 10, but that sure didn't happen. it'll be easier when i'm back at my own place and have no dogs to take care of/convince to please come outside and pee/poop there, not on the bathroom rug again... sigh. and the freaking card machine in the laundry room is out of order, so i couldn't dry the freaking thing after i hand washed it. i be so sleepy. this weekend couldn't come fast enough if it tried.

good news: got an email from the paralegal director lady asking when i could interview with her. maybe i'll have a good job soon, after all! that would be the day. really.

i used to always say the phrase: "peace in the middle east." then the other person would say "word to your mother." instead of saying goodbye, we'd say those phrases. but the whole peace thing is not so much of a joke anymore, i guess. is it just me, or do i need some sleep? ok great.

i'm thinking of not singing with my choir this semester after all. tonight was my 3rd week in a row to miss practice, and i've now missed 5 rehearsals total. this is no bueno, but i already bought one of the scores and paid 50 bucks of the dues. i guess it could be a donation...maybe i just want to quit cuz if i think about singing Bach right now, i want to throw my shoe out this 16-story window and see if it lands in the river.

blueavenue at 12:00 a.m.

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