March 03, 2005

the entry that almost wasn't.

i am somehow having a hard time writing lately. i keep thinking, "i should add an entry. it's been a while." and then i just sit there, trying to figure out where to start, and i'm just lost.

there's just a lot going on. i mean. sigh. some of it i just can't write about here, and i'd have to make private entries. maybe i'll come back and do that. i haven't perfected that skill yet. i guess i gave up on my "private" journal already, nycblues. it was good for venting, but i find i'm just too lazy to update more than one diary. lol. see the horrid upkeep of the gem of dcdemocrat and me, stateofcool. funny (most of the funny parts were written by DC, by the way), and yet i almost forget it exists. too bad. i should work on that. lol.

anyway, i'll work on trying to get up a private entry, and then, ya know. let me know or whatever.

oh. i guess i can at least share my "big news." well. this is a bit odd. heh.

the gist:

about a week and a half ago i got a random call at work from my brother's best friend, whom i'd only met twice before, as they became friends after i moved to new york. he was in jersey on business, and he and his friend were coming into the city, and he wanted to know if i wanted to meet up. so we did. it was 4 of us total, and it was fun. we somehow, actually *really* hit it off. we stayed up most of that night talking. about everything. then he flew to boston (or baltimore or some b-city or other), and then he flew back to dallas. (he's originally from california, not that it really matters, i guess.) we've pretty much stayed up all night talking every night since then, too. like now.

so anyway, there are more aspects to this whole thing (more than even the whole he's my brother's best friend thing, if you can imagine. (you can't, trust me.) but i'll save those for the private. the actual NEWS is that i've used my airmiles to book a plane ticket to dallas next week. it's actually great timing since it's right before my birthday, but let's face it: we all know why i'm going. right...agh.

so there you have it. a pseudo-entry that almost wasn't an entry, but suddenly was. what in the WORLD am i talking about? i'm not really sure, but since it's 4:45 in the morning, i'm not really caring. it's quite bedtime, kids.

more later. (earlier?) huh?

♥ G

blueavenue at 4:34 a.m.

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